hell0z(:

today is a totally not nice day.

i'm pissed. with some things&myself too. argh

ok.. today's chinese lessons were alright bahs. den pe was ok. but cher keep want us learn roller blade. walaus, learn or dont learn my problem marr. argh.

...
skip to chemistry laas. the test is alright. mayb i can pass. i really hope can.. . study so hard le.
f&n. argh. took back f&n test. guess what? i pass. but... pffft. i got a 12.5/20.. while others all so high laas.

i'm darn pissed with myself laas. wth i was doing. study&study and i get this shit result. i wonder what's e point of studying so hard when all i get is this....

i really wonder laas. study&really want to do well.. and i get all sorts of shit results. i had enough laas. but what's the point? all i can do is to work even harder and hope i can achieve better results bahs. but.. its hard. ): i'm pissed with myself. i kan bu qi NI! i am like so sad, so angry and so bu gan yuan. ): ): ):

ok.. after sch.. eat le. den home lor.

this term my results all suck laas. all hard work&argh.
i just feel so pissed. today take back f&n dhat time, my face all black laas. i have ATTITUDE la. but say before wil control my attitude so must control. if not will explode de bahhs. but ): e more i type, e more sad i am. but dont type, i men zai xin li... ):

wo yue lai yue bu kai xin le. wo yue lai yue bu zhi dao gai zhen me ban le. wo yi mi shi le fang xiang. wo hao xiang shen me dou bu li, shen me dou dang zhe kan bu daom ting bu dao.. dan wo zuo bu dao. hao wu neng wei li a. wo shi zhe xiang ni suo shuo de yi yang.. bu li hui.. dan.. wo zhuo bu dao.. hao qi.. hao shang xin.. hao bu kai xin ya..

happiness really dont last for miee. )':

I LOVE ANYONE..
WHO CARE&THINK FOR MIEE.
WHO WONT DO ANYTHING TO HURT MIEE.
WHO WILL HELP MIEE ALONG THE WAY.
WHO WILL GIVE MIEE ADVICES.
WHO IS NOT FAKE.
WHO WONT HARM MIEE.
WHO UNDERSTANDS MIEE.

you know who you are. (: